Archive for 'Personal' Category
Reinforced conviction
My recent experience still disrupts my mind. I still have not been able to reengage my creativity and I find myself seeking out conflict in order to test my plans against my self. It seems I have more time and pleasure arguing with people on the the very thing I am trying to destroy, compared […]
Mind changed.
It takes a lot to change me, but here we are. I haven’t been able to do any programing for a week now. This was a big one. Several levels. A new method of thinking. A shock to my creativity. A shackle on one or two emotions undone. This year has been a good year […]
Spice and Wolf
“There were two kinds of strength. One was the strength that came with having something to protect. The other was the strength of having nothing to lose.”
It’s always good
I’m on another anime binge. Even when you hit a Japanese cliche, it can still be a masterpiece in its own right. Unlike western media these days.
People.
Are my standards increasing, or is the quality of the options decreasing. I feel that I’m merely getting to know my options better and they are just worse than I thought. I need a new pool to draw from. I’ll find the right people eventually.
Ho hum
I was doing well with my health but something has set me back significantly. I was quite certain of a cause, however I came across something that conflicted that information. Cross testing basically made me revert to poor health. So another month or two before I can pick up my research. Due to this though, […]
Clash of ideologies
The contrast between useful and apathetic cultural ideologies and has been revealed to me recently. A new piece of wisdom that has further reduced my already tiny tolerance for apathy around me.
Anime and the like
So I decided after a long time to start recording and rating all the things created in Japan that I have watched. It’s under THINGS or you can click the link below: http://www.anmanindustries.com/wp/?page_id=325 Most of the scores and reviews are very short and simple as I never really intended to do dull reviews of everything […]
Glimmers
So… I was taken away from my duties for rest and to deal with the baby by the look of things. Once baby settled I was given some media to consume that has broken me again. Im still lost and desperate for answers because of it. God seems to like making sure my… updates… are […]
Regress
Man of clay.
Silly baby
Hmm. Sometimes it is hard to understand the timing of events. But, I’m going to make a guess here. I was given a break from my usual duties a little while ago, previous post refers to this and suddenly the baby situation changed. Interesting and educational times. Baby has come 6 weeks early under extremely […]
The next chapter.
The next stage of my life has come. Except, I do not know what it is. All I know is that the last chapter has finished. I’ll be told when the time is ready. Perhaps it’s a break while I wait for the baby to finished being baked. “Now all has been heard; here is […]
This might be it.
I think God has finally decided to show me how to fix my main health issue. This might be it. The day is coming where I can be free from my restraints and let loose.
Head banging
I’ve been suffering from what I think is the worst sinus pains in my entire life. I have been borderline attentive in anything I have been doing. Today is good though, as there is no pain. Also something weird, I didn’t snore during my nap in the car today. At least I think I didn’t. […]
State of society meta
With all the things going on in the world and even around me in my local state, I more and more come to terms with the biblical words of Ecclesiastes from the christian bible. Meaningless, meaningless, everything is meaningless… There is nothing new under the sun. But with all of this, I still feel like […]