Reinforced conviction

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Friday, December 11, 2020

My recent experience still disrupts my mind. I still have not been able to reengage my creativity and I find myself seeking out conflict in order to test my plans against my self. It seems I have more time and pleasure arguing with people on the the very thing I am trying to destroy, compared to people who are just of no value in general. It is in this almost delirious campaign that I have realised that I have culled too much and we are at an intersection I predicted some time ago. My standards are getting more precise and I am losing resources. I have however found renewed energy in reinforcing the resources I do have and hopefully myself too. I have to in order to achieve my goals. But I also need my creativity to return. I need to finish the house doctrine I crave.

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Mind changed.

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Saturday, December 5, 2020

It takes a lot to change me, but here we are. I haven’t been able to do any programing for a week now. This was a big one. Several levels. A new method of thinking. A shock to my creativity. A shackle on one or two emotions undone. This year has been a good year for me.

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The state of police in many places

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Tuesday, September 8, 2020

Absolutely disgusting. But people love it.

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UUURRRRgggGGGhhhhh hhhhnnnnnggggnnng ggghhhhhhnnnNNGH

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Monday, July 27, 2020

Someone told me at the start of this year that this will be it, the end of the current civilisation cycle. I told him it wasn’t. It’s not enough. Ughhhh. I wish it was though. I know the world isn’t getting dumber at full speed before my eyes, but they’re getting louder and more noticeable.

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Brain damage everywhere

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Thursday, March 26, 2020

The more I use windows 7, the more I hate it. For ever step forward it takes from windows XP, it takes 3 steps backwards, down the stairs. This is from a personal use, work and development perspective.

As for every thing else, meh. Maybe another time.

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Spice and Wolf

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Friday, October 11, 2019

“There were two kinds of strength. One was the strength that came with having something to protect. The other was the strength of having nothing to lose.”

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GBLGBLGBL

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Monday, September 9, 2019

To those that are reading this, there is a 95% chance you are retarded. This is the state of the internet. Go home.

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Cars are fun

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Saturday, July 27, 2019

Took only 5 minutes going through a car magazine and seeing a bunch of guys in a beat up shit box having fun doing burnouts, to make me want to work on cars again.

Mrrrrrrr…..

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It’s always good

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Thursday, June 27, 2019

I’m on another anime binge. Even when you hit a Japanese cliche, it can still be a masterpiece in its own right. Unlike western media these days.

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People.

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Are my standards increasing, or is the quality of the options decreasing. I feel that I’m merely getting to know my options better and they are just worse than I thought. I need a new pool to draw from. I’ll find the right people eventually.

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Ho hum

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Wednesday, December 5, 2018

I was doing well with my health but something has set me back significantly. I was quite certain of a cause, however I came across something that conflicted that information. Cross testing basically made me revert to poor health. So another month or two before I can pick up my research.

Due to this though, I have spent a lot of possible productive time at home just watching shows. As such, I have been added a fair bit of new stuff to my Japanese media reviews. Pairing this up with my Japanese lessons though has been very productive, so time not lost entirely.

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Old old

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Friday, November 30, 2018

So someone pointed out that there is stuff on here from the original host before I was running this as a site. It looks like I moved a bunch of data and then forgot about it.

It prompted me to skim through some of the old area of the site and I found stuff that is way way old and was supposed to be sorted 10 years ago.

And I’m not going to bother. Maybe one day. Maybe I should just delete it. Meh.

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Spite post for visibility on the internet.

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Sunday, November 18, 2018

Nothing really of note here, other than a site I use regularly completely over hauling their site, forgetting what it used to look like and then telling me to move on.

ozgunsales

ozgunsales mate move on

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Looking further…

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Thursday, October 25, 2018

What can you see with no eyes?

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Clash of ideologies

By AnmanIndustries - Last updated: Monday, October 1, 2018

The contrast between useful and apathetic cultural ideologies and has been revealed to me recently. A new piece of wisdom that has further reduced my already tiny tolerance for apathy around me.

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